Checi


Checi,even tough i just got to know you for the past few years through anil
but you became some one who is very important in my life
i never even had the toughts that you were my god sis,
for me,you're like my real blood sis and i love you so much!

I'm really sorry for my mistakes
I know you ignored me because you care for me
But i was so ignorant and selfish
I didn't not realise what i was doing wasn't only affecting me
but also the people around me


I hope you can forgive me.

And i promise you that i will change for good

Bie, I just wanted to be someone who does'nt control you all the time.
Deep in my heart, i did'nt want you to stay over,
but,as i said..i did'nt wana control you.
All i was seeking was your attention.
You heard yourself what checi told ya,
i was love sick all the while..
I was missing you like hell.
I'm sorry if i hurted you.
Seriously..i'm really really sorry =(

Forgive me please.

-Ruben-